GRIDIRON GANG.

There's a very nice but not too popular movie called "Gridiron Gang" cast by de famous WWE star - THE ROCK, Xzibit (de MTV "Pimp my Ride" host). I've bought this pirated DVD many months back, and the worst part is that actually it's the 3rd times I bought this DVD. (Sorry Hollywood, but the original DVD is something that I can't effort to buy all the time.) I believe that you all should really go and have a deep look into this movie, u might be inspired by the movie that base on the true life story..

MY Boleh...

1st of all, considering being as a small part of the big constructions field in MY, we should straight out our great thanks to the government cause the nation having a very great department so called J*R.

As for those of you who don't really know about how the system works in Malaysia here, let me explain a little: 1st of all, what you want to tender a big project is you must be god damn rich, cause after all it's the matter of money games. If you are rich, sometimes you don't even have to be a pro in the field either, cause money will help you to solved all the necessity. 2nd of all, you must have strong connections on the "upper level". In order to fulfill the 2nd qualification, you must live by the rules, which's feeding those "big head" what they want. 3rd and last, you must be damn good in digesting all the complaining, esspecially while you are lias with the J*R department.

The "big head" of the respective department is a damn unbelievably good TaiChi martial art master, I think he's even better than the martial art creater century back from China. The best part of all the story is: whenever there's any mistakes, it's never the J*R problem. And imagine this, a project that more than 40 million bucks just to refurnished/repair a parliment building... And yet the building still having so many problems. Although I am not a true constructor, but if for me, I think I can manage to rebuilt the whole building with that huge amounts, and yet I am a millionaire still (including deducting all the tax's)...

Yeah Baby~!!!

Though week ended with weired dreams...

It's been a really though week for me...
Lost my tender on a project that I'd put so much effort in it, many supplier credit terms need to be clear, yet several projects haven't manage to collecting payment yet.... Gosh... I am almost going crazy...

Last nite I had a very weired dreams, I mean i do dreams a lot, but never once that I still can so clearly remembered after I woke up. It's a long story to tell, but in short it's something like this: I dreamed somebody pass a box of books to me.. and he/she (I'd forgotten who d) told me that in that box there are 14 books inside of that box hold up some money inside, he/she asked me to take it out from the books. So I did. Basically it's all 50 & 100 bucks notes, only one book that contain a piece of 1,000 bucks note..

By the way, I also dunno why I am sharing this dreams over here.. Perhaps anyone of you who know what actually this dream means can leave me a message? I am so much confused. But I think it's a good sign... cause I felt much alive this early morning..

A lost before gain... a lesson that cost me 70k...

I don't know how to describe my feeling right now...
Put it this way.... I saw the project just few inchs infront of me...
Seeing it heading to my way.... And all the suddent, it just fade away like "click" that...
All the effort that putting in... We lead our competitor few miles away, and the reason of being reject = my company still new....

I'm sad not becoz of the profit to be gain.... I am sad because I lost the chance to show people how good we are... Gosh.... Life's sucks...