Short Break...

Last weekend went to Hatyai with a bunch of my buddies..
The main objective was to visit some temples, and doing some sight seeing.
Sometimes it feels so great to have a short break. No phone can reach... damn nice..

So hard... Yet not that hard eventually.

I always thinking of writing myself a quality blog. Means like I used to with my diary many years back. During the younger days, I was so passioned with everything in my life, and I was so enjoying that moments. I had lots of thoughts, lots of questions, lots of phillo.. And forgotten when, all interest my attention the most had only fallen on my carraer I'd choosen.

Lately was so addicted with the TV series "Kyle XY 2nd Seasons.". The biggest different of this series with others is that it make you start thinking, with a comfortable ways... And I like it so much. It inspires me lots of stuff.. Some of those that I had forgotten, and even some of it I never let it cross my mind before. How should I describe... it's like "I feel so ME, myself again".. I am a guy with lots of hussle and worries.. I don't like gamble as I don't like to lose. Eventhough sometimes I might do things that not so "common sensely people might be doing". But don't worry. I'll only doing that when comes to something not harmfull in life at all... That's me.

Three things I learned last weekend: A- "Being too calculative, or smart ass sometimes just make your life stop going forwards." B- "There's nothing not workable, as matters the most is your own willingness." C- "Learn to put down my egociaty and bound to earth."

Now if you ask me, would I do something I don't really like for the best benefit of myself and everything around me? I might doubt previously, but now I will definately going for it.... WHY? Simple, because I am convincing my mind that I am capable of doing the task.. When I believe, there's nothing impossible. Yes, it's not easy, but it's achievable...

May everyone having the pleasent moments all the time. Cherish the quality moments around with your family, friends..
Cheers...

New Cooking....

I love to cook, and I It's been quite some times I didn't cook myself some good food, so yesterday after drop my girlfriend to saloon, I alone went to do some shopping and pick up some lite fresh vegetables and decided to make my girl friend and myself some salad and soup. So here's what I made:

I think this is the 1st time in my life that I make a light dressingless salad. Cause I used to only know how to make salad with heavy dressing. And talking about the pumpkin soup, it tooks me at lease 10 mins to think before I decided to buy the pumpkin. Cause I never try to cook pumpkin before. Luckily everything end up kind of boomalicious. Let me know if you want to try... lol.

It's been quite sometimes I haven't update my blog. Seems like I am kind of too old fashion in the way of keeping a good habbits like writting an "e-diary"... Haha... (Salute to those full time blogger~!)

Some people might noticed that I'd change blog main picture. Actually I love it a lot, and was thinking of putting it there for at lease 1 year or more. But unfortunedly a friend of mine WARN me to take it off.. As he claimed it might be a threat to him some how, some way... Damn..... Anyway, under the conditions of I don't have any new photo to replace it, I decided to put up some old pictures..

Strange Dream

I had a strange dreams last night, that I still clearly remember the scene when I was awake this morning.

I dream that I was back to the age of 15+ with 26+ yrs old memory..

I am running... and running... It's a long run. I know that I am looking for someone during the run....

And finally I stop at the front gate of a primary school....

I saw my brother at the age of 11+ standing infront the gate seems like looking for someone also. When I saw him I straightly walk toward him and we are giving each other a huge strong hug. When we hug, my tears just drop like nobody business...

I felt the warm. I felt the caring... It just seems so real... Perhaps I am just too pressure... Perhaps I am just too exhausted... But I glad I had this weired dream..

Bro... Take care out there....K? Love you man...

Wedding... Unforgetable Days...

Here's our HERO of the month.. Wearing his new pajamas (sort of local chinese traditions) on the eve of his wedding day..

The unforgetable moments of my life. I still remember how we met during high school times, I still remember the days we work in Island Plaza, I still remember the days we all working in RICE, I still remember the "signature arguement" between me and him, along with Chor Lam as middle man @ BIRD SHIT MAMAK... I still remember the night we all lying on the floor outside of RICE, just to watch the meteor shower and make our stupid wish, I still remember lots of it.... Time really flies....

Few months back, I was in KL. After I came out from the 1-Utama Cinema watching Resident Evil Premium show.. I saw his miss call. And I called back... Alan said:"na, dun say I didn't inform you 1st a.... I wanna getting married d..." All of the suddent... My brain just stop functioning for a short while as I was still thinking he's joking, and the following moments, I feel so happy for him and Tammy. Finally the day is coming.... And before you know it, it just passed..

Brother... Lots of people said married is just like sending yourself to a cell. But what I say is "SCREW THEM LA!!"... It's not the end of anything... Yet It's the begining of another big steps in your life... Along the way I can say you are the luckiest guy in the world... As you have Tammy the dinosaur "Cryptoclidus" by your side. I can forsee it's a great life that you ever dream of... A great life that all of us will be envy for decates..

Check out my FunPix!

Finally get myself my own digital camera

My 1st own digital camera : Casio Ex-Z77.

Why I buy this brand and this model? Simple, because it's less then RM1k, nice looking, and a lots of functions. My favorite features of this camera is: it can recapture a physical photo, re-author the colors, become digitalize... Let me show you how:

1. place an old picture on a piece of white paper, like showing below.

2. And use the "old photo" preset format, and snap. Without doing anything, it will being captured like this:
TADA~!! It's done.... Cool le? And by the way.... this cute little guy.... is me... : P

Below are some pictures I play-playly snappin.

对与错的定论.

好几年前,我自己对以上的标题有了自个儿的见解: 我总认为,是非对错并没有个标准的. 只要能让大部分的人赞同自己的看法,那你就是对的.... 但近期的我对此的看法又有些动摇了....

什么是对? 什么是错? 表面上是对的, 但是否代表实际上是对呢? 舍己为人是对的呢? 还是量力而为才是对呢? 好累... 好累...

RATATOUILLE

Lately just bought a DVD of this Pixar Animations. Honestly, I rate this movie as the best animations that I ever watch. It carry out lots of lessons in life about trust, believe, faith, etc. And the most important things is... it's about dinning.. haha~!

For those who know me, base on my size, many know that I like to eat; but not many know that actually I love to cook. I used to hope that someday I can become a chef, a chef that creates lots of sensable dishes that will bright up everyone day. Sounds nice huh? : ) *piak piak*

Folks, teach you all a small simple but boomalicious snacks that you might not even know that it'll taste so boombastic:

Preparation:

- 2pcs of Cereal Crackers (or in hokkien call "Kiam Piah")

- 1 slice of cheddar cheese

- 1stick of green onion.

STEPS:

- Place a slice of cheese on top of 1 pc of cereal cracker

- Chop of the head & tail of the green onion, left the crusty middle part of the green onion on top of the cheese.
- Place another piece of the cracker on top of the green onion.

Now take a bite... Woo la la....
Try it, and leave me your comment about the taste.. : )

BON APPETITE!!

Have you ever ask yourself question like below?:

Question 1 : How old are you now?

Question 2 : Have you ever look back into your past?

Question 3 : Do you see any mistakes in what you did before?

Question 4 : Do you learn any lesson from it?

Question 5 : Do you really learned? Really? Are you sure? Do you learned? Or you just understand?

Many people confused with the word "learn" and "understand". Example, a person claimed that he'd learn from mistakes that gambling is a bad habits bla bla bla... But after a short period of time... He still stickied with his bad habit.

Many people nowadays facing this kind of problem. I am not talking about gambling, I am talking about attitude towards life.... When we fall, we feel the pain, we thought we're learning something from our mistakes.. but most of the time people still will fall at the same spot with the same mistakes. By then, we feel the pain again, and trying to get some help from friends or anyone around us to lay their hand out so that can give us a lift. And again, we'll assuming we'd learned from the mistakes 2nd time, and we will grow stronger. (WRONG!!)

I mean, if we really learned.... if we really really really learned, there's no reason we will fall at the same spot again. Right? The definition of "LEARN" to me in life is "you will get the case into deep analyse. will put the mistakes lesson into your mind, and if neccessary put action on to avoid the issue ever happen again". Trust me on this: "excuses only keep you weak and runaway from the real life" - FACE IT!! IT WON'T BITE!! Only coward will thinking of runaway or quiting.

Hope this idea do apply in your life as well.

Kampung Style Kenduri... Cool..

Just came back from my colleague's uncle kenduri at Perlis state. Consider a nice getaway that never experienced before. The hospitality of his family members really shocked us off.

Basically this is how the situation feels like: there are totally 4 tents setup around his uncle kampung house. Among the 4 tents, each 2 were means for Guys, and the other 2 tents were mean for Ladies. When we walk till his house from parking place, Sham (my colleague) parents shake our hands so firm until you even can feel their gladfull of finally seeing how their beloved sons workmates looks like. After a short chit chatting session with their parents, we were lead to the dining area, starting to serve us their tasty kampung style dishes...: Tendered Beef cooked with lots of onions & yellow ginger powder, banana seeds with curry beef, pineapple with fish, wintermelon with carrots, etc... yummy... By the time we enjoying our delicious dishes, The "kahwin" ceremony get started.. The gendang beating part were being replaced by pre-recoreded CDs, but the rest of it just as traditions as it should be.

By the way, did I mention? Me and Hong are the only two chinese guy that attending the Kenduri. All of Sham's Kampung neighbours and relatives looks so funny when they saw some chinese guy attending malay kenduri... ha ha...

So basically it's a great day.. Can't wait till Sham his own kenduri... I think by then should be more chinese people will be coming over... kiak kiak kiak... Till that day....

GRIDIRON GANG.

There's a very nice but not too popular movie called "Gridiron Gang" cast by de famous WWE star - THE ROCK, Xzibit (de MTV "Pimp my Ride" host). I've bought this pirated DVD many months back, and the worst part is that actually it's the 3rd times I bought this DVD. (Sorry Hollywood, but the original DVD is something that I can't effort to buy all the time.) I believe that you all should really go and have a deep look into this movie, u might be inspired by the movie that base on the true life story..

MY Boleh...

1st of all, considering being as a small part of the big constructions field in MY, we should straight out our great thanks to the government cause the nation having a very great department so called J*R.

As for those of you who don't really know about how the system works in Malaysia here, let me explain a little: 1st of all, what you want to tender a big project is you must be god damn rich, cause after all it's the matter of money games. If you are rich, sometimes you don't even have to be a pro in the field either, cause money will help you to solved all the necessity. 2nd of all, you must have strong connections on the "upper level". In order to fulfill the 2nd qualification, you must live by the rules, which's feeding those "big head" what they want. 3rd and last, you must be damn good in digesting all the complaining, esspecially while you are lias with the J*R department.

The "big head" of the respective department is a damn unbelievably good TaiChi martial art master, I think he's even better than the martial art creater century back from China. The best part of all the story is: whenever there's any mistakes, it's never the J*R problem. And imagine this, a project that more than 40 million bucks just to refurnished/repair a parliment building... And yet the building still having so many problems. Although I am not a true constructor, but if for me, I think I can manage to rebuilt the whole building with that huge amounts, and yet I am a millionaire still (including deducting all the tax's)...

Yeah Baby~!!!

Though week ended with weired dreams...

It's been a really though week for me...
Lost my tender on a project that I'd put so much effort in it, many supplier credit terms need to be clear, yet several projects haven't manage to collecting payment yet.... Gosh... I am almost going crazy...

Last nite I had a very weired dreams, I mean i do dreams a lot, but never once that I still can so clearly remembered after I woke up. It's a long story to tell, but in short it's something like this: I dreamed somebody pass a box of books to me.. and he/she (I'd forgotten who d) told me that in that box there are 14 books inside of that box hold up some money inside, he/she asked me to take it out from the books. So I did. Basically it's all 50 & 100 bucks notes, only one book that contain a piece of 1,000 bucks note..

By the way, I also dunno why I am sharing this dreams over here.. Perhaps anyone of you who know what actually this dream means can leave me a message? I am so much confused. But I think it's a good sign... cause I felt much alive this early morning..

A lost before gain... a lesson that cost me 70k...

I don't know how to describe my feeling right now...
Put it this way.... I saw the project just few inchs infront of me...
Seeing it heading to my way.... And all the suddent, it just fade away like "click" that...
All the effort that putting in... We lead our competitor few miles away, and the reason of being reject = my company still new....

I'm sad not becoz of the profit to be gain.... I am sad because I lost the chance to show people how good we are... Gosh.... Life's sucks...

31st of May 2007

31st of May, the last day of the month... I used to love this day... cause it used to be my salary pay day while I am still as a worker in my ex company. And now, I just hope that this day don't come too soon, as I have to pay my company staff salary.. Just hope that company sales can increase more, and everybody can get what they deserved every month (including Hong, me and Kopi..).

Until August 2007 we will celebrate our 1st year of company establishment. Hip Hip, Hurray!!!

What tittle should I wrote?

Finally I am here with my own blog... (shouting "hurray" deep inside of my heart.)

I still remember in the old days, "Diary" is something very personal, which so called "some place" for you to release all your thoughts and your feeling on your daily life... But when time goes by, nowadays it has transformed into another very popular words around the world, that you can expose your thoughts, your feeling towards some case/ under several spotlight. As long as people/friends like the way of your writting... You are the star on your own stage. (shouting "hip hip hurray" again, inside)

A Story of a Fat MO MO... sect1

很久很久以前，有个小生命在1981 年的10月6日晚上10时左右踏入了这个世界。他的名字叫作“毛毛”。毛毛天生体质并不是很好，当他还处于婴孩的时期，就常常进出医院。因为他的肠胃先天性的薄弱，当吃下稍微有硬度的食物就会引起肠胃发炎而导致发烧入院观察，其父母都常为此体弱的小孩而四处奔波劳碌，不知如何是好。